I never told many people about this. And I'm quite certain not many will find this page. And I'd be glad if it stays that way. Only reason I do this (writing) is it helps me think, and clear my mind. It helps me articulate my thoughts better.
I have a waking dream. A dream that I inspire to achieve. One that not many know. In another life, I dreamed to be a student of knowledge, to study with an 'alim, and dreamt of a life in Madinah, and passing in Madinah for the remainder of my life. In a more 'practical' life, I have a dream of being a teacher, not in a typical or modern day sense. But instead, in a more traditional way.
I now have a permanent student, until he becomes an adult. And he's my son. May Allah make me a good Imam for my family, and grant us spouse and offsprings that are coolness to the eyes.
These dreams, I hope come true. For I wish to close to Him. As I felt I was before.